Copyright 2002 MD Burke
Subterfuge

Times like these
I pass through this world unseen
Fast forwarding this merciless journey
Hastening my release from tedium

So fragile
So tired
Life stilled in a tense stasis

I walk with a willow grace
Resisting unwelcome suspicions
Willing bitterness away
I'm too exasperated for caustic resentments

Faith dims like gale-blown fires
Blowing through sinuous dissipating patterns of emotion
Converging with frail, ghost-like forsaken moments
They dissolve into a rare striking nothingness
Devoid of being

They are guilty
They are unclean
Casting shifting blurs of subterfuge too dim to perceive
A multiplicity of estranged sins

Weariness shallows across my body
Spells of delusion defile my soul
These circumstances swirling around me render me helpless

How will I face another troubling tomorrow?