Copyright 2001 - M.D. Burke
Missing You

I sing rain
Pouring seductively across November's ocean waves
An exquisite trail of notes whispering subdued apprehension
Searching the waters for your soul

Listening for moments forever
Desire rises and falls with the elaboration's of the melody
Seduction bathed in my voice
Rich tones seeking to entice

Touching the hypnotic shift of the brisk swirling currents
My song is a signature in the ocean wake
Notes shrouding my suffering like floating ice
Concealing the turmoil underneath the waves

An illusion of serenity reflects in the cold waters
Becoming a shadowy mask against its surface
Broken only by an occasional echo of disillusion

Tears both converge and sunder, casting light and dark
Emerging and sinking back into obscurity
Reaching for the human heart with a plea so strong
It overrides both mind and will

Anger and affection drain from my heart
A vast tempest consuming my distressed spirit
My mind struggling for a resolution to my stormy thoughts

Things volatile and unsteady change with every breath

I said such terrible things to you that final day
Things I thought were the truth
Things I thought threatened our relationship
Things I can never take back

You didn't understand
Giving me instead a cloudy smile in return
Shimmering into a patch of frost between us
A dwindling apparition fading into dreamscapes

I felt your love depart
A somber plume of dust drifting past my window
Leaving velvet darkness reluctant to yield to the light

Your eyes cast a cold stony sheen that terrified me
Anguish driven so deep it's unseen
Spiraling like twisted horns deep inside
Casting malevolent shadows on my face

I find my memory of you has faded
But thinking of you brings the ache and the need rushing back

Hear my song
And come back to me, My Love
Let me feel your soul next to me forever

I know
I know
I like to let myself suffer a while
Before I finally let go