Final Vigil

Your hand grows cold in mine
Dimming eyes stare straight past me
Lost in the final memory of the moment

Trailing echoes of
Tragedy silence terror grieving
Descend and circled around me like wind-driven haze
Becoming an intimate narration nourishing my suffering and distress
Slowly asphyxiating my soul in a blur of disequilibrium

My spirit crumbles
As the weariness I've been pushing away all the long hours pours back into me
My vigil over you at an end

Grey light struggles through the unceasing rain outside
Creating obscure specters that steal out from behind the walls and
Across your pale lips
Ghostly figures crying a dull somber chant
Incoherent murmurs mourning your dissolution

I pull the sheet over your face and draw the curtains closed
And fear overwhelms my heart
How will I survive without your love?
A selfish question I know
One I am ashamed of
Copyright 2001 - M.D. Burke